WOW 2010 and it sucks already

This month has been crazy. My moods are better but I am holding some stuff inside so that I dont get more stressed or cause more in the home. Tom has a few weeks left of work they say then we dont know. The old house has NOT sold. This house is behind on Jan mortgage. We cant make do anything about it. I am freaking out inside. SOO Hate California it fucking sucks all around to laws, up coming ones that I DO NOT LIKE if you are 21 you will be able to drink and get loaded now ya that great Just what I want more fucking stone heads every corner I turn. Be like living with my DAD again. That stresses me out a fight I cant win. S

Now I also have to deal with the homeschool support teacher this is the 3rd time now she has threatened since day 1 to kick us out of the program.Well suggested that maybe this isnt right for you guys WHEN I HAVE told her I done HS several times before. Now 10DD is in the midst of getting 504 plan set up, we are doing SST. I got a letter 1st warning an we have to meet weekly to turn in work. WELL She better back up because SST stats she was already suppose to be trying that with us and calling us weekly SHE HAS NOT. SO this chick is delusional.SO i have a battle to prepare for. There are reason for MiKaila that she doesnt want to do some of the work and the Lady doesnt listen. I have to write a letter over the weekend for the director and remind them of the SST,504plan.

both kids had been sick. 10DD a UTI/bladder infection. 16DD thowing up for a day. 2day flu....we called it the feline flu since the cat was there.

If we lose this house I will what to hurt somebody. If we lose this house i will rip everything out of it, smash up windows whatever. HUSBAND BUILT this house I will be damned if somebody will enjoy all our stuff we did.

PLEASE oh please let things work I dont I dont want to keep going backwards this sucks so bad.